I’m not gonna lie. Yes I have thoughts about that stuff (ending my life). But it’s not what’s bothering me the most right now. I came to Harper for a new start, and I got that. But I feel like I screwed that up because I feel like I want another new start. I lost my entire home life, and I thought this one was great for me. But I feel like I’m being hurt here like I was at home. I don’t feel like I belong here and I have strongly considered dropping all of my classes and leaving and not coming back. This isn’t the place I fell in love with anymore and I so badly want that back. I hurt myself worse here than I did even in high school (emotionally). And I can’t hurt myself like this everyday.