There went very many times where I’m just kinda done. I have always been hurt a lot but there is a limit to that. I don’t want to always be hurt and I don’t want to be hurt forever, yet right now that’s how it feels. I want to be happy and smiley and feel no pain. But instead I feel a lot of pain and that’s all I feel. Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me. But what about when it surpasses ten times, then whose fault is it. It’s mine I guess. Because I’m sitting here and I’m the only one that seems even the slightest bit hurt. But everyone else says they are hurt. So do I just suck at hiding it or am I simplest a duck up. Which is it? I have the choice of whether or not I want to run and I haven’t really decided which I want to do.