I told myself that tonight I would actually type on my laptop, obviously that wasn’t accomplished. But that’s okay, I’m tired and I can save it on my laptop later. So this cool thing happened today…. I think I’m starting to feel the effects of the meds! Still have the depression part, but for the first time in months, I was able to clean my room. And I’m not talking just picking up clothes. Like my room is freakin amazing! Haha I’m honestly so happy right now. I had energy, I cleaned my room and did a lot in the back bedroom. I did more this weekend than I have in months. I think I’m finally starting to understand what M meant when she explained why meds were a good idea for therapy. Also… I have a lot to figure out now. Like I think I’m starting to see that the abuse really wasn’t my fault. Time to learn how to be okay.